the pillows- nowhere

from little busters

translation by terra [ ] (c) 2005

Sora wo tobu yume wo miteta no wa
Mada bokura ga kodomo no furi shiteta koro
RIARU na mirai ga kowakute
Jikan wo tometai to negatteta

Zetsubouteki na amai yakusoku wa
Souzou toori no itami de ushinatta

Boku wa mata chiisana mado kara
Miesuita hikari ni terasareru darou
Atatakai karada no chikaku ni yokotawatte
Mienai sora wo miteru

Yasuragi ni nita taikutsu na seikatsu wa
Himashi ni nan da ka yasashiku shitekureru kedo

nowhere
Shizumi tsutzukete
Shinkaigyo no you ni tsubureteitai’n da
Nee doushite nan darou
Nani mo hoshikunai

Sabishikute waratteita no wa
Tada bokura ga otona no kao wo shiteta koro
Kotoba de kabe wo tsukuretemo
Namida wa sukoshi zutsu koboreteta

Tohou ni kuretemo waza to uso tsuite
Kizutsuke attari kanjou wo kooraseta

nowhere
Kanashimi no nai sekai wa
Boku wo aite ni shinai tte
Wakatteru kedo
Sagashite’n da yo

nowhere
Shizumi tsuzukete
Shinkaigyo no you ni tsubureteitai’n da
Nee doushite nan darou
Nani mo hoshikunai

nowhere
Saigo no himei ga hibikanai you ni
Kakureteru yo ima wa mou
Doko ni mo inai
When we were still playing pretend, like kids
I dreamed I was flying through the sky
The real future was frightening
And I wished I could stop time

A desperate and naive promise was
Lost in the pain of imagination

Once again from a tiny window
A transparent light shone on me
Lying down next to that warm body
I watched the invisible sky

This boring, peaceful-like existence
Day by day somehow became more and more pleasant

nowhere
I keep sinking
I just want to go under, like a deep sea fish
You know, I wonder why
I don’t want anything

When we put on adult faces
Our laughter was melancholy
Even though we made walls out of words
The tears dripped a little

We were confused, we knew we were lying
And our hurt feelings were frozen

nowhere
We know
We can’t deal with
A world without sadness
But we’re still loooking for it

nowhere
I keep sinking
I just want to go under, like a deep sea fish
You know, I wonder why
I just don’t want anything

nowhere
I’m hiding
So that my last scream won’t be heard
Right now, I’m nowhere