the pillows- tashikame ni yukou (let’s see if that’s true or not) from runners high |
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Yuzutta bun dake yuganda no sa Hibi wareta toko te wo atete-mita Nan da ka doku ga nukete masshiro Boku ga kagami de waratteru Natsukashii sugata wa tojikomete Doko de furueteru no ka mo shirazu Aimai na kioku tadottetara Otoshite kudakete-shimatta Mou mirenai Ima no boku wo machiukeru mono ni Nani wo atehamateita no ka sae Jibun de wakaranakatta kuse ni Katte ni shitsubou shiteita Donna kitai wo shiteita no darou Tane mo shikake mo nai MAJIKKU ni Damasaretai to negatte-mitemo Me to mimi wa kazari janai kara Sore mo dekinai Jibun katte de otanage nakute Kibun shidai de mayotte bakari Tachi ga warui no wa sonna toki mo Machigatta koto wo mitomenai Nakama to ita tte sabishikunaru Yasashiku sareta tte mada tarinai Nani mo nai yoru wa kietaku naru Boku no katachi ga wakarimasu ka? Hadashi no mama de hitogomi wa arukenaku natte Kutsu mo haite chotto hanate-mita tte Taka ga konna mon sa ASUFARUTO wa mada ano koro no boku wo oboeteru ka Taiyou ga motto takaku mabushiku kanjita mainichi wo Mune ni sasatteru toge wo nuite Okubyoumono no MASUKU hagashite Karamitsuku ROOPU ga hodeketara Kimi ni tsutetatai koto ga aru Umaku waraenakuta tte ii yo Nakitai toki wa naitemo ii yo Kossori yowane haitemo ii yo Itsuwari no nai sekai made Tashikame ni yukou Let’s see, if that’s true or not |
Only the part that I gave up has been distorted I put my hand on the place it was cracked Somehow the poison came out, pure white I’m laughing in the mirror Unknowingly I locked away that familiar sight I suppose it’s shivering somewhere If I pursue these vague memories They’ll just break and I’ll lose them I won’t be able to see them anymore Will I be able to fulfill The one who waits for me now? In spite of me being unable to understand I’m selfishly disappointed Whatever expectations I might have had Even though I wish I could be fooled By magic that has no secrets or tricks Because my eyes and ears are plain I can’t do that, either I’m selfish, I’m childish I just lose my way at the whimsy of my feelings My nature is hateful, so even then I couldn’t admit I made a mistake Even among friends I feel lonely Even though they’re nice to me it’s not enough I want to disappear in the empty night Do you understand what I am? Barefoot, I can’t walk through the crowd Even though I put on some shoes and try to jump a little There’s too many of them Does the asphalt still remember who I used to be? Every day it’s like the sun is even higher and brighter If I could pull out the thorn that pierces my heart If I could tear off the coward’s mask If I could just undo these ropes I have something I want to tell you If you can’t smile about it, it’s okay If there’s times when you want to cry, it’s okay If you want to secretly complain, it’s okay Until there is a world without lies Let’s see if that’s true or not Let’s see if that’s true or not |